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Anytime you ask me why im smilling, say that im satisfied. You got your flaws and so do i. Past lovers that made you cry. And though i wanna make it right. I just cant read your mind. And i know its never gonna be that easy. But i know that it wont hurt us to try.

Yeah its not about what i want. Its all about what you need. And i know sometimes its hard to see. That all we need to be.

I wont give up on us. Even if the skies get rough. Im giving you all my love. Im still looking up. Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you. Nothing can make me feel like you do. You know theres no one i can relate to. I know we wont find a love. Thats so true.

I dont wanna be someone who walks away so easily. Im here to stay and make the difference that i can make.

that should be me holding your hand. that should be me making you laugh. that should be me buying you give. this is so wrong. i cant go on till' u believe, that should be me. i need to know should i fight for love or disarm. its getting harder to shield. this pain is my heart.
im broken, do you hear me? i might just die inside, it just dont feel right. 

i will do anything to be with you. theres nothing in the world to make me give up.

theres a dream that ive been chasing. want so badly for it to be reality.

it started out as a feeling, which then grew into a hope. just because everythings changing, doesnt mean its never been this way before.

and i fall in love with you all over again. youre the light that feeds the sun in my world. you fill me up.

bor-ed.

haaallooooww! ada orang disiniii? *krikkrik* gaada yang jawab dah-.- (?) eh yaampun gua kayak orang tolol ye nanya begituan disini(?)-_- udah ah itu abaikan. sekarang kitaaaaaa main bekel! yeah bekel coy bekel. gaul kan gua B-) okeoke selesai ah lawak-lawakannya. bosen nih gue. makanya gue nulis ini(?) yaudah ah gue mau cerita aja.

jadi tuh gatau kenapa tiba-tiba mood gue ancur. bukan tiba-tiba juga sih. abis baca tweet temen gue jadi gamood gini haha. eh kok gue kalo ngepost disini curhat mulu ya?-_-berasa paan dah wkwk. ganti topik deh.

masa......gue ngerasa post-an gue yang dulu rada alay gitu dah. bukan alay sih, tapi ya rada gitu. malu dah gua pernah nulis begituan haha-_-

dikit aja ah nulisnya. kalo banyak-banyak, orang-orang yang baca ini ikutan gila lagi gara-gara baca ini. udah yak. k, bye.

hai.

HAAAII!!! EHHH KETEMU LAGII;3;3 gila ya udah berbulan-bulan gua ga nge-blog haha. bingung coy mau ngepost paan huft. eh gue pengen curhat niccc. boleh gak? gak ya? yaudah okey(?) serius ah serius. pengen curhat.

jadi tuuuh, gue suka sm cowo, sebut aja A. nah gue punya temen cewe, sebut aja B. si A sama B ini lumayan sering chat di twitter. lewat dm (direct message). si B sm gue lumayan deket laaaah sering bareng gitudeh. gue kan rada gimana gitu ya ngeliat temen deket gue chatting sama gebetan gue. tapi kalo mau marah juga kan aneh. pikiran bocah banget itu musuhan sama temen deket cuman gara-gara cowo. yaudah deh karena gue gamau musuhan sama si B, gue sabar aja kalo dia dm-an sama si A. sebenernya sih nyesek anjir

yang lebih nyeseknya, kata anak kelas gue, si A itu suka sama si B. yaAllah cobaan banget

sebenernya sih gue suka sama si A karena kena karma. dulu gue sering banget bilang si A cocok sama si B. eh malah gua yang suka-_-pertamanya sih pas si B cerita dia dm-an sama si A gue selow aja. tapi makin kesini gue makin sayang sama si A. jadinya perasaan gue random gitu. diantara pengen marah, envy, dan lain-lain. dulu gue juga sering bilang ke si B "udaaah kalian jadian ajaa. gue selow kook" si B juga nanggepinnya "ga ah apaansih lu gua gamau."

pernah waktu itu gua bilang ke si B, "gua tau lo sebenernya emang gamau sama si B. karena lo emang gasuka&karena lo gaenak sama gue, yakan?" dia jawab, "iya gue gasuka dan gue gaenak sama lo". dari situ gue tau, dia emang gasuka sama si A. tapi perasaan orang sewaktu-waktu bisa berubah, kan? nah itu yang gue takutin. gue takut perasaannya si B tiba-tiba berubah jadi sayang ke si A. yaampun jangan sampe yaAllah:(:(

sekian curhatan gua. ini banyak banget men curhatannya-_-